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Reading, Oh How I Miss It

Monday, December 8th, 2008

Once upon a time, a long, long time ago I used to read a book a day. I’d start the book at lunch time at the Evil Day Job (EDJ) and then pick it up again when I arrived home. If I stayed up too late and went to work tired the next day, it was because I had a longer book that I couldn’t finish before it was time to go to bed and I couldn’t put it down.

Way back in this time frame, I used to take week-long vacations to a cabin in Wisconsin and I would bring an enormous bag of books with me and spend all day reading. On these vacations, there’d be days where I’d read four, even five books from the time I woke up until I went to sleep. It was nirvana.

I used to be able to answer all kinds of questions about books that any romance reader on any board had. After all, I’d probably already read the story. (Unless it was historical. I gave up reading historicals when month after month they sat in my To Be Read (TBR) pile while I finished all the contemporary romances and paranormals.) If anyone was trying to come up with the title of a book that they’d read and couldn’t remember, I probably knew it.

You might have guessed that while I was reading like this, I wasn’t exactly spending a lot of time writing. You’d be correct. I wrote on Sundays. Sometimes. And for the 2.5 years before I started Ravyn’s Flight, I hadn’t written at all. (I think of this as preparation time, BTW, and not wasted years. I spent a lot of it working on becoming a better balanced, more grounded human being, something that’s helped enormously in the roller coaster world of publishing.)

And then a friend of mine got me interested in writing again. It came back slowly–a poem here, a short story there, but then one day I was driving home from the EDJ and I saw Ravyn huddled on the floor and I knew something bad had happened. I just didn’t know what and I had to write to find out. Then I had to write to learn the rest of the story and get to the end. I was dying of curiosity. Despite this, though, I still spent a lot of time reading. I devoured books–and I like to think, learned from each book I read.

Then I sold Ravyn’s Flight and things changed. I couldn’t take 18 months to write a book any longer. I learned to write during my lunch hour instead of read and I wrote when I got home. With a four-month deadline for my second contracted book, if I came into work exhausted the next day, it was because I’d stayed up too late getting my page count in.

The time between deadlines was spent on proposals for other books or on gardening or my website or promotion or a dozen other things that piled up. Reading became a luxury.

For the month of November, I finished one book and that was because I’d listened to it on my iPod while I worked on a project at the EDJ. I have a lot of books I want to read. Books by friends of mine. Books by acquaintances who bought one of my books and took the time to tell me they enjoyed it. Books that I’ve heard good things about from other people that I trust. And they all sit, waiting for me to find time to read them. I’m trying to think of the last book I actually read and not listened to, and it’s been so long, I can’t even come up with a title. That’s sad.

And don’t even get me started about the pile of magazines that I don’t have time to read. Maybe after the current WIP is finished. :-)

Random, Totally Random

Friday, December 5th, 2008

I needed a blog topic for tonight and was getting desperate. I searched news headlines for articles I could maybe talk about about, but nothing grabbed me. Then I thought, well, maybe I’ll head over to Google and search for someone who has suggestions about interesting blog topics. That was no help. My next idea was to use the “I feel Lucky” button on Google. For some reason, I thought it would take me to a random website, but unfortunately that isn’t what it does. It takes you to the first website listed in your search results. Pfft. That wasn’t what I was looking for.

Then I googled “random website” and lo and behold, there are sites out there that do just that–take one to a random website. The first one I found is called Random Website Dot Com and the other was Memory Cloud/Random Website Generator.

In my exploration for a topic, I was taken to a website with wallpapers–some cool ones, an animal rights group website, zombie nation, and project censored, the news that didn’t make the news. Some of these were meh, and others were interesting and I’ve bookmarked them to explore later. But while I did find some cool stuff, I still had no blog topic. :-(

Then I was taken to the Inspirational Quotes website. Now this is something I can go with. I love inspirational quotes. So my quote of the day is:

If you have built castles in the air,
your work need not be lost;
that is where they should be.
Now put the foundations under them.

~Henry David Thoreau

Is that cool or what? To me, what he’s saying is that the dreamer should do more than merely dream. He’s saying that the dreamer should do the work necessary to make his/her dreams come true. I totally believe that. I can’t imagine looking back and having regrets.

Now granted, some dreams are impossible, but I’m not talking about things like becoming an Olympic gymnast or something that would bankrupt a Rockefeller. I’m talking about pursuing reasonably achievable dreams. Like writing. Go for it!

Daydreaming

Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008

Before I get rolling, I have news. In the Midnight Hour won the Laurel Wreath Award for Best Paranormal! Yea! I read the email when I got up on Thanksgiving morning and it was a heck of a nice way to start the holiday.

I’ve always had stories in my head. I remember as a six-year-old child playing Barbies with my friends. They’d be done and ready to do something else and I’d still be playing out these elaborate scenarios with my dolls. If my parents brought me somewhere and I was bored, I’d find a corner, sit down, and start weaving stories in my head. I didn’t write anything down, though, until 8th grade.

My favorite time of day, though, to run through stories was when I laid in bed. That space between climbing beneath the covers and falling asleep was prime storytelling time.

When I wrote Ravyn’s Flight, I had the hero and heroine in my head every waking minute of every day. They were with me in the car, at the Evil Day Job (EDJ), in the shower, and especially before I fell asleep at night. I worked out scene after scene and had all kinds of information passed along that never made it in the book. Fun stuff.

Things have changed in the last six years, though. Now, I can’t think about the story I’m writing before I go to sleep at night. Oh, I’ve tried and what happens is I get my mind all keyed up and can’t sleep. This has been going on for the last three or four books.

I miss this time to just enjoy my characters and learn about them and what happens next. I wish I could just immerse myself in their world at bedtime and fall asleep as I daydream. Sleep is too important to me to do this, unfortunately.

But I can’t fall asleep without telling myself a story, either. What I’ve been doing is running through stories I know I’ll never write. This removes all the pressure I feel to fine tune the sentences I hear in my head. Yep, that’s why I can’t sleep–I’m trying to write while I lie in bed. But if I’m not ever going to write down the story, that compulsion is gone.

These night time stories are generally fragmented, too short to be a full-length book. Some are old, familiar characters that I’ve pulled out to daydream about from time to time for years. One of my recent favorites is Keir, the catman from In Twilight’s Shadow, and how he found his mate. And currently I’m running through one that was inspired by a novella I read years and years ago. I also have TV/movie based stories, but they’re not on the front burner at the moment.

I’d rather be daydreaming my Work In Progress (WIP). When I think of how much work I got done on my earlier books before I fell asleep, it inspires me to try again. But the outcome has been pretty inevitable–I compulsively try to make each sentence perfect in my head (and remember it) for when I do have my laptop up and my file open. It is not conducive to sleeping. Sigh.

Sense and Sensibility

Monday, December 1st, 2008

This Thanksgiving, I watched Sense and Sensibility starring Emma Thompson, Kate Winslet, Huge Grant, and Alan Rickman. This move is from 1995, so I’m not going to worry about spoilers. I figure anyone who wants to see it, has by now. :-)

Mr. Dashwood dies, and by the inheritance laws, everything goes to his first-born son, leaving his second wife and three daughters penniless. He gets his son to promise to take care of the family, but his conniving and witch of a wife manages to talk him down to doing nothing for them. While they’re trying to find somewhere that they can afford to live, the witch’s eldest brother (Hugh Grant) arrives and it turns out he’s not only kind, but he’d like to be a minister. He develops an affection for Elinor (Emma Thompson) which the witch detests and she arranges to have her brother recalled to London.

The widowed Mrs. Dashwood announces that a cousin has offered them a cottage on his property and she and the girls move to a new part of the country. And along with the cousin, they meet his mother-in-law? (I can’t remember) and she turns out to be a matchmaker. She tries to set up Marianne (Kate Winslet) with Colonel Brandon (Alan Rickman).

Marianne, though, finds herself taken by the dashing Willoughby who turns out to be a libertine who dumps her to marry for money. One of his past affairs got him in trouble and he needs the money of an heiress. Marianne is heartbroken at first, but over time realizes that Brandon is more worthy of her love and her feelings for him change.

In the meantime, some Lucy person tells Elinor that she’s been secretly engaged to the wannabe minister, which breaks Elinor’s heart, although she’s too circumspect to show it. When Lucy informs the witch of the engagement, Hugh Grant’s character loses his fortune to his youngest brother (although I’m not sure how since inheritance law should apply across the board, yes?) and this Lucy chick marries the younger brother who’s now rich. That leaves the minister free to marry Elinor.

The movie closes with the double wedding of the two sisters–Marianne and Brandon and Elinor and the minister. Willoughby is on the hillside, watching and knowing that the woman he loves is lost to him for all time and he’s stuck in his loveless marriage. The End.

First off, let me say that my parents have become leery whenever I bring a movie over for Thanksgiving. I have a terrible track record for having duds on this holiday. Unfortunately, this year wasn’t any better.

My folks managed to sleep through most of the movie. When they did wake up, I got all kinds of questions. I had to tell my dad three times that Emma Thompson wasn’t Kate Winslet’s mother. I saw why he was confused, though. Emma Thompson was too old for the role she played.

The plot seemed convoluted and it left far too many questions unanswered. Who was this Lucy chick and was she really secretly engaged to Hugh Grant’s character for five years? Or was she in cahoots with the witch? How’d Lucy end up with the younger brother and why was the younger brother interested in her? How did the younger brother get handed the family fortune? And if the family disowned the older brother for being engaged to Lucy, why didn’t they then take the fortune away from the youngest brother when he married her?

Maybe if I’d read the Jane Austen book that this movie is based on, I would have had a better understanding of what was going on, but I hadn’t read it. I wasn’t lost, but the movie just seemed to skim over things that I wanted answers for. Of course, squeezing a novel into a 2 hour movie isn’t easy, but it would have been better to leave some stuff out rather than have unanswered questions. At least IMO.

I also kept thinking where is Marianne’s chaperon? Isn’t her mother or someone worried she’ll ruin herself? That was a huge deal back then, at least that’s the take I get on it. Yet she’s running hither and yon with Willoughby who’s a libertine. Huh?

Anyway, overall I found the movie a bit dull and I didn’t find the romances believable. Elinor takes a couple of walks with the wannabe minister and they’re both in love. Marianne being infatuated with Willoughby was a little easier to understand because she was so into her emotions and he did rescue her and all, but you just knew there was something off about the man. How she switched her affections to Col. Brandon is never shown, we just see her attitude has changed as the colonel reads to her and then boom, they’re getting married. I wanted more.

My rating: 2 stars out of 5


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